He don't love me anymore...

Wow. I am completely and utterly hurt right now people. I feel like taking my life with jumbo pixie sticks. I feel sick to my stomach, and to be honest, sorta stupid. How did I let this happen to me...we never even dated!!! Wow. Dude sent me a text saying "We threw,______________________________." Damn. I don't want to eat for a week. I just want a shot of Patron, and a black.

Chicago's Own, The Rocketeers, on MTVU's Engine Room!

Check out my lil' dudes, The Rocketeers on MTV's Engine Room...

Episode 3


Bonus Clip

Good Morning...falalalalalal!!!

I have that John Legend song in my head...anyhoo, I am up. Sipping on a McDonalds coffee, sitting @ the Mac with a leather jacket & scarf, woke as hell. I only had an hour of sleep last nite...I will be grumpy in a minute. I am just waiting...yup, any minute now...

Hard

Even though I love my bright colors...such as pink, the scorpio calls me to be mysterious & dark. Anything with a rough edge suits me well. Thats why these Nike Heavy Metal Terminators caught my attention. Now continue to rock out the rest of the week babes.

Gotta Shake it off....

After a rough week, I decided to let loose and party it up wth people that truly love me. I had a blast. Check the pics...oh, and thanks Erika...your comment was on point.

Yours truly, Love locked down

I usually use this blog to discuss the many layers to a pussie. Fashion, gossip, my daily doings, pop culture and unfortunately sometimes love. Right now to be honest people, I am hurting. Someone I thought that could possibly love me, strung me along for a short, but very long emotional ride. I always have continued to do my dirt with others, while waiting on him to make the first initial move. I love him...will I ever meet someone that possess a dope style, realness, bad boy image, creativity, and the best sex ever? I dunno. Not likely. I have took life changing risks for him, just to be fucked in the end. Of course, I know I can do better, but my feelings are linked to him. I now know how it truly feels to be addicted to something. I go through withdrawals at night...I can't sleep, eat or think. I love the petty games, and will do whatever it is required to get this drug. Yeah..its that deep. I have alot of friends...but no one to talk to. I have always been the listener. I have cried, and cried, and cried. The only thing that could possibly take this pain away would be...more work. You always say...what can I change about myself that would make him love me more...longer hair, more money, better looking? You compare yourself to past girlfriends, and feel you don't measure up.I have done it all...and we are not even in a relationship. This is my first time going through this in my life, so its new. I really just don't know what to do. Part of me wants revenge, part of me wants peace.
That's what I get for being nosy. Ignorance is bliss...truly.

Hmmmm....I wants this!

I am a T-Mobile customer. Been one for 3 years. I love T-Mobile, and the people that have their phones are the coolest. Do your research. So when I heard they were launching a new phone by google, called the G1, I immediately started getting my duckies together. I will miss my Dash, it looked so nice right beside my Starbucks cup in my hand. The G1, is T-Mobile's answer to the iphone. I don't know all about that...but the concept is super dope. It has 3G web browsing capabilities, touch screen, all google apps, the Android market system, and sooo much more! OMG! I want this now. Continue to drool at the pics...

Screams of Passion Pics

Last Saturday fashion show featuring new local designer Billi B. turned out fab! The theme was Professional Party Girl aka Judy Jetson. Make-up artist Jenna from MAC did the most awesome job on the girls faces. Things kicked off with the models walking to Janelle Monae's, Violet Stars Happy Hunting, and a backdrop projection viewing of Under the Cherry Moon. Dope, right? Fun colored cupcakes, and starfetti was on display for the audience to enjoy. The Flyboy Dj Word had the ladies on the floor, and everyone looked hot. Check the pics!

We're back...

*Another flyer artwork done by me...Made in the 80s...coming soon...

Out and about...

This was @ a party last Wednesday, I helped throw with Johnny Bravado. Raphael Saadiq was in the spot. I usually hate taking pics with celebs but hey I luvs me some Toni Tony Tone. Great performances from local acts, and more. Fun was had by all.

I love Aubrey!

I like a sexy, smart bitch that speaks her mind, and play with your mental by displaying otherwise. Luvs it! You go girl! Fuck these haters, and thanks for standing up to that Diddy. Even the boys from Day 26 can't do that! She will be on the new issue of Complex. Interesting interview. Be sure to pick that up.

Diamond Girl

I am usually not a diamond girl, but these pieces by Jacob & Co. are super hot! Can I please be some rapper girlfriend to receive these pieces, in exchange for him cheating on me? Ok, thanks.

Wow....

Michele Obama, by sculptor Daniel Edwards

The Stylist Closet

This will be a new segment that I will put together, featuring some online pulling of items that I think are dope. This time I am building around the new Hellz Bellz Fall '08 line, which was inspired by the documentary Punk Rock Movie. I thought to take '77 to the future, mixing and matching some key pieces for this look. Enjoy! Oh, and if anyone has any questions about any of the items, or where to get them...hit me up, I will indulge some of my secrets.

This Wednesday!!!!! Yay!

*Another flyer design by me! Yay!

I want one....NOW!!!!

I like need this for an early b-day gift...so whoever wants to buy it before me, please do so. I will be your friend forever!!

Guess who's back!

My weekend was kinda dope. Not only did I score another pair of rad sunglasses, also went to a fashion show. Cool! Here are the few pics of my friend and I at the Akira show. Enjoy...I guess.


The fashion grannies...


I want one!!!! A Sparkly Beret!


The stage...that was my vision too, after two mini bottles of champagne


Me being cute


We scored dope goodies bags....


...with mini voodoo dolls! Awesome!

The End.

I will be here...will you?

I am a sucker for well put together fashion shows that engage the audiences with performances, and more. I love getting dolled up with the girlies, with a glass of champagne in my hand, watching the festivities. Chicago bred boutique, Akira is having a fashion show this Sunday at the House of Blues. The inspiration is voodoo dolls. Dope, right? There will be acrobatics, and great performances by the electro pop group, HE SAY, SHE SAY, and Brilliant Pebbles. Also there will be a marching band, and women suspended in the air, while all of this is going on! What should I wear? Dunno. I will post pics Monday. Chow.

Kanye gone craaaaaaaaazy!

Bahhhahwwhhahahahhahhahhhbahhahahhahahh!


See Kanye go crazy

My girl likes to party all the time....

When I originally started my company 80s Babies...I wanted to direct it toward the youth. That was the original goal. College students, young adults, free thinkers, etc, etc. But...I ended up getting some 21+ club venues, and it was over. Almost two years later...I am trying to get back to where we started. There are some differences in the over 21/under 21 crowd...



Under 21:
Pros
-Loves Dancing
-Eclectic Dressing
-High Energy, w/o the liquor
-No commitments
-Loves to party
-Unstable love relationships

Cons
-Can't legally drink
-Broke
-Drama
-ADD
-They can't make the party...it has to be there already



21+
Pros
-Mature
-Sexier crowd
-Able to drink(That gets these stiff asses loose)
-Able to pay for cover
-Good Networking
-You can play old school music at these parties


Cons
-They have too many responsibilities
-Boring
-They get waayyyyyyyy to wasted sometimes
-Fucked up attitudes(I am too grown for this)
-Hypocrites
-Picky


Hate to stereotype...but I do this man. And I really don't give a fuck. This is a competition, I didn't come here to make friends. (I had to go reality show on y'all)
Agree? Disagree?

Scary...

um...yeah...dangerous? Maybe? Sexy? Could be.

Wackness...

Dudes can be soooo wack, and sensitive. I am about to rant people, so excuse me. Okay. I used to talk to this dude awhile back...lets give him the name Cunt(that's a long story). Cunt said some shit that was outta place to another friend of mine...that caused me to go in true Scorpio mode and start up some shit that made him look stupid. So me and Cunt used to run in the same circles, and I thought we were all cool after apologies were accepted. Guess not. He now chooses to be an ass, and call his self trying to sabotage me, or acting like everything is cool...then turning around and calling his self playing me. How homo. I know you hurt dude, but get over it fuck face. You too fly for that shit. Get over it...and lets get this paper(I just wanted to say that). And for you females...don't ask to be my assistant, and then when we meet you mad cause I am doper than you. If you want me to show you the ropes of this nightlife shit..humble yourself. I had to do the same thing...and I continue to do the same. Got to nerve to send me a text asking why I didn't call you to follow up...bitch, you find me. I'm busy. What the fuck is wrong with people!

Next up...

So I just mentioned The Rocketeers in the previous post, which consist of Johnny Rocket & D-Win. They will be on this dope new MTV show called The Engine Room. Be on the lookout for these fellas from the GO. Pure dopeness.

Nerds in Chicago

The dude with the fresh shirt on is my little buddy D-Win, one 1/2 of hip hop group, The Rocketeers(expect to be seeing them soon on your music channels). I was sooo jealous seeing these pics...you all remember my previous post on missing out on these cheap ass tickets. Check the pics...